Monday, August 27, 2007

Alegrense! Rejoice!


Well, I survived the hurricane.

It actually wasn't hard to do because it never came near us. We had some heavy showers offset by forboding cloaks of charcoal cloud, but everything stayed in tact. Thank God, too, because it would have affected our yearly staff retreat. Staff retreat at the beach. Staff retreat at a beach resort. I know.

Before coming to the Dominican Republic, I had heard a little bit here and there about these resorts. Apparently celebrities like to come to them for R&R. What I didn't know was that DR beach resorts are a culture unto themselves. Some people come to them and never leave the compound to see what the country looks like outside the walls. For $35 a night, you get a luxury room, all-you-can eat buffet almost 24 hours, all-you-can-drink mini-bar (alcohol included) and access to all the pools, snorkling gear, kayaks... and well, there's the beach.

I shared a room with my roommate, Amy, and Elizabeth who I mentioned in my previous blog. We didn't spend much time in the room, you can understand why. We had perfect weather. The resort is in Puerto Plata, a beach town about a 2 and a half hour drive north of here, where the weather is significantly hotter than in Jarabacoa. Which is perfect because it makes getting in the water that much more wonderful.

The minute we arrived, I headed straight for the ocean. It was a sight for Pacific-starved eyes. Being accustomed to seeing the ocean everyday back home you can understand why standing before the Carribean felt like I could breathe again. Anyway, I ran straight into the water. Now, unlike most ideas we have about the Carribean (translucent shallow water that goes out for miles), Puerto Plata looks more like San Simeon Cove: Dark blue in the distance with that undertow brown along the shore. Mixed into that undertow brown is all kinds of what my roommate likes to call 'Jazzety-Jazz' (seaweed chunks, gravel, and, well, who knows what else). Regrdless of the yuck, I floated along happily in the waves like a little sea otter, soaking in the salty-mineral nourishment. After about 10 minutes, though, you want to jump out and run quickly to the nearest pool to de-yuckify yourself (after rinsing under an outdoor shower, of course). There were several pools to pick from, but I nearly always ended up where the kids were. It was a great weekend to bond with the kids on our staff (all Dominican-- the two American kids are in the states on holiday). I learned a lot of Spanish as they continually yelled things at me. 'Orilla' means bank or landing, 'Onda' means wave(created by waterfalls,'cascadas'). I was a water horse for two days straight. Anyway, all was good times.

So sad to leave it behind.

Today, it was back to work. My day started off, much to my joy, with Elizabeth picking me up on her motorcycle. I confess, I've been converted. For those of you who know me well, you know that I have a terror of things I feel I can't control. Motorcycles have been one of those things. Dominicans live on 'motos'. I knew this coming in here. I knew that, at some point, I'd have to ride on the back of one. What I didn't know was how exhilerating it would be and how much I would want to own one. I dream almost daily of riding my own bike around town, wind in my hair, dodging traffic. It is liberating. Selah.

Anyway, we drove on over to the art site, greeted Fran and set about to more 'training'. Elizabeth has been showing me the ropes. How to sign up students for class, how to pay bills, where to buy art supplies, etc. And, she's been teaching me Dominican-style cooking during our daily 2-hour siestas. Chicken, rice, beans, pasta. Yes, we actually bought a whole chicken, feet included, hacked it up and cooked every part of it. One day we cooked it with garlic, cilantro and a whole bunch of other Dominican spices that I can't remember the names for. The next day, Elizabeth fried up the remaining pieces. I must stop talking about it cuz I'm getting hungry and our gas is leaking, so we can't use the stove. We are waiting for someone to come look at what the problem might be. Anyway, overall training has been basic, but good. I won't be doing much for the first few months here as I get adjusted and figure out the routine at the art site. Beginning September 10 I will start 5 weeks of Spanish class. We have a group of college students coming down for a semester here and their first 5 weeks will be studying Spanish in the afternoons. My roommate and I are both going to jump in with them to hone our Spanish skills. My ear is starting to adjust a bit better to the Dominican accent, but I am far from being able to make myself understood. Major frustration for me. Starting next MondayI will be on my own at the art site... on my own meaning Elizabeth won't be there to translate for me. Scary. But, this is how we learn. Trial and error. One day I will be past the shrugging and shy giggling and will be pouring out a fluent stream of this beautiful language. Keep the prayers up.

As I ride the waves of insecurity, as I am tempted to look down at these waves and panic, I am constantly reminded that to walk on water, to live by faith is to look into His eyes. He is our substance. He is my worth, my strength, my song. I have been reading Hosea. It's all about God's redeeming love. It's about His mercy toward us. Even though my sins are as scarlet, yet He will make them white as snow. It is easy to see my sin as I am constantly being broken living outside of my comfort zone. But as I cry out to Him to deliver me from my own wretchedness, he comes in with His cleansing love and restores and renews me. I love and serve such a God and my desire is to know Him more and more so that others around me might come to know Him. Time is short. And so I pray, I read the Word, I cry, I ride on the backs of motorcycles and give thanks and I wait for Him.

Love and peace to you.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

The Lord is Near

In all reality, I love being here. After a fairly good night's sleep, I awoke a little after 7 (which is sleeping in for me), poured myself a glass of pina guayaba juice, crawled back into bed and now here I sit to update my blog.
It has been a roller coaster first 2 weeks. I arrived just days before the last outreach of the summer here. Students International hosts teams for 14 straight weeks in the summer time (usually about 50 people per outreach) and so I was able to jump in on the last one as part of a team. Seven incredible people from my home church in Cambria were here as well and that made my transition both wonderful and heartwrenching. I spent my days at the art site, where I will be working, observing, participating, praying. We helped Elizabeth (the woman of God who has been at the art site for the last 3 years) finish up an art class for kids that used Bible stories to teach them about God. All of their projects were based out of these stories and all of the children LOVED their time. On the last day of outreach, we held a litte art show for them-- invited their family members, had snacks... it was really a great time. We also took this art class 'mobile' into 3 of the schools SI operates here in Jarabacoa. Outside of spending time at the site, I was able to join the Cambria team on some excursions-- my favorite being a trip to two waterfalls. I unfortunately forgot my camera on most of the outings and so don't have glorious photos to post, but I promise you, the waterfalls here are gorgeous. It was soul-enriching to climb to the top of Salto Baiguate, lay on the rocks next to my close friend and listen to the powerful water plummeting down. I felt like an eagle soaring the high places with God.
It was an incredible two weeks.
These are all things I've done.
But how am I doing?
Yesterday, as I accompanied the Cambria team back to the airport to say goodbye to them and send them on their way, I felt like my heart was being ripped apart. I felt sick, vulnerable, scared and abandoned. I also felt comforted by God, peace, and an inner joy knowing that I was in the center of His Will. I cried many buckets of tears. I kissed them many times. And I left the airport feeling hollow inside. I am in a new country, surrounded by people I don't have long-term trusted relationships with, no church family and a very limited ability to speak or understand Spanish. I knew that as I hopped into the SI van to head back to Jarabacoa without my friends, that I needed to dive right into what God was doing here or else I wouldn't make it. Lowell, our field director, was the one driving and on the way to PriceSmart (a huge Costco type place that is in Santiago-- a city about an hour from here), I asked him point-blank: what is God saying? What is God doing? How is SI praying? Basically, God has called me here for this specific time and season and I want to know what season the leadership here believes we're in. He recounted to me a vision some visiting saints had shared with him about revival fires starting all over the place here. I do not have the patience to go into detail, but what it did was confirm to me that I am in the right place. My heart's cry for the last 5 years has been to be in the midst of revival. I do not know what this will look like, but what I do know is that all of the churches here are on the same page and that revival is already starting here in Jarabacoa. As I learn and discover more of what this is, I will share. For now, I am taking this week (we have a week off) to seek the Lord and pray. I want my heart, not just my body, to be positioned before Him so that when He moves, I am right there with Him. He is already moving and I am here with Him, but I want to be wholehearted. It isn't easy.
Gloria a Dios!
Last night I made pizzas with Arlene who is another single staff woman here. We had a great time of fellowship and it was neat to be able to cook for 13 guests. Everyone really enjoyed themselves (and the pizza) and it was nice for me to be able to spend some time with more of the leaders of SI and their families. Everyone here has been so encouraging and supportive and I am so thankful for that.
I am tired again, so I think I'll turn my fan back on and go back to sleep.
Love to you all.